Zigglophelia

5 Years Ago September 17th     To this day, that old, rustic night still flickers in and out of my memory. Never staying for very long, just enough to send me on an emotional roller coaster. Even though the memories are fading, they never fail to do that.     I shouldn't have reacted the way I did, should have just stayed quiet and waited for the cops. But you can't really blame me can you, for running out to the living room when I heard that first gunshot. Human instinct, right? I guess sometimes instinct just doesn't serve people very well. At the very least, I got to see my mom one last time, just not the way I expected.     I gues